Letter to the Future
Peaked and dipped, the crusty
earth—just a punched-in
punk—stumbled into itself in drunk
heaviness. Ribbons of salt
like a letter left to the future:
Dear Someone,
Once, I was thirsty.
Dear You,
Once I had not one drop of water to
suck
and then I had too much. Guzzled it
up, fell languid into a bed of myself
because when you are everything, there
is nowhere
else to go. My shoulders—bone
spurs, struck rocks, hunched and
painful, lopped by the wicked
sun who, himself, was cast out
of cool dark (the ideal
circumstances for celestial
hunkering) by the moon, soul-
sick of that quick-lash
tongue, passion's stove-
hot fingertips.
The Moon grew sullen, elusive
while the sun roared his complaints:
“I need my feet out while we sleep,
the blinds drawn so I might wake with myself in my eyes.”
Talk of narcissism, selfishness. Love
for Love's sake. The Sun
slunk off, door-slamming. Rocks
trembled,
mountains erupting in fire, burning
flesh to ash. All the wing-ed
things that might have risen
then burned too.
Dear Someone,
It is impossible
not to be thirsty in the desert. The
word alone
recalls fable: mirage: drought.
Men in robes, staffs, Talmudic tablets
of rough-hewn
stone. Dry heels skidding endless
along open, empty
mouths of streams. Impossible
not to witness your own simple
un-cloying aloneness
when staring out the small round
window of a plane
into that vast hilly grave,
girded by
water, but without
privilege ever to gulp it.
Dear Someone,
Should ever I put mouth
to clear unsalted stream, I would
suck the spout dry. In this mirage,
there is no space for self-control. In
this mirage,
we are birds and I spit
half of what I've drunk into your
leaned-back throat.
Were we to un-change, re-turn—
non-birds—to the drudge of human
skin,
I would beg Dear Sweet Mirage
on dusty kneecap
to turn us so again.
And were we to emerge clipped
of wing—some punishment
dolled to the perpetually
dissatisfied—we might
huddle together in some furrow,
shivering ourselves asleep, releasing
unspent anguish with chirp-moans,
blood
freezing solid while the moon grew
fat.
(At night, the Moon
tucks the covers
tight beneath the mattress.
(It was this transgression
destroyed all those trees.))
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